The autistic child who wants, needs direct physical contact, eye contact, skin contact, emotional contact and yet gets afraid as soon as he gets it and ask for something else that leads to breaking the contact you have provided him with. As soon as his first desire is satisfied he come sup with another that breaks the first one because as soon one is satisfied it has to be broken. And for the people around it is a nearly impossible trip since it is an ever running forceful stream of emotions one after the other and yet always the same (desire for love and fear of love) but with a repetitive feeling of each emotional moment breaking up as soon as it is established.